Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Collapse

it is over a year i didnt open for my lovely blog...
grow alot of mushroom edi...
now i was at uum which is a place that i dislike the most...
but then i still at there... SOB
i had been here for 1 week edi...
finally my homesick happen after a conversation with my mum...
seriously... i miss penang alot alot and alot
i miss everything at penang...
the only support now going collapse...
its mean that i'm going to collapse very very soon...
i so wish all of these are VIRTUAL and just an inception...
i really cant believe that i at here
initially, i might no need go to uum...
i planned what to do when form 5...
till now i dont think that the pathway i choose will be wrong...
however, not everything u wish to get will be achieve
thus i went to form 6....
during form 6, my aim is only NTU and UM accountancy
thus, i did it very hard... and at the end i get 4 flat with paper flat...
while my muet only get band 3 after three attempts...
the day i get result with paper flat...
i really think that my aim will be achieved...
thus, apply for NTU, USM and UPU...
one day, i received NTU email in sudden...
i fell from mount kinabalu...
they offered me math and econs but not the subject i want accountancy...
from the day onwards, i keep thinking shud i pursue math and econ??
as math and econ is not my fancy... as i quite dislike econ...
when June, it is the time to check the outcome from USM...
i didnt get USM accountancy... at 1st, i feel nothing as USM not really what i want...
but then when i knw, some sc stream with low pointer get it...
i start feel imbalance and wondering is the admission officer eat shit 1...
why 3.19 can get while i cant...
then i do my appeal for it...
after that, is the time to announce the outcome from UPU
when i know i got UUM account...
i was very down... down down and down...
the day i down nvr stop even till now...
seriously, i was unhappy at here...
here is not i want...
thus from that day... i start do what ever appeal that i can do...
appeal for usm um upm
when i interview for scholarship...
SOM dean from USM called me to write an appeal letter with stronger reason...
i really feel that i can escape from there...
after i back from interview, i did it very fast for appeal letter and sent it to them...
from senior, i heard that got 2nd appeal announcement at 5/9
i called usm and the officer told me my name was not in the list...
goshhhhhhh.... they lost my letter...
when i knew it.. i was totally very down...
the day after that... i called the dean and the dean is busy and asked me to call back...
i took the faith to go UUM...
it is my support to stay UUM...
last monday i free from orientation week...
i called the admission department and they declined my request to appeal...
this few days i also called to the dean... the dean keep busy and call me to call him later or next day...
i feel that he is not really want to entertain me...
but then i still will call him tomorrow... although i know it is quite annoying... but this is what i want... i sure did whatever i can to get what i want...
18/9 is the appeal result for UM appeal...
i so wish to get it...
but then i so scare what will happen if *touchwood* happen...
i really worry i will collapse...
what to do?? T.T

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Happy birthday!!!

today is my birthday xD although left 1 hour only...
firstly, i would like to sing a birthday song to myself
Happy birthday to me, Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to YE, Happy birthday to me
祝我生日快乐,祝我生日快乐
祝我生日快乐,祝我生日快乐
Haha, this song is the 1st birthday song i heard on today...
anyway... thanks to those all greet me... i love u all...
this year birthday is juz like last year...
nothing special...
stay at home and schooling only...
kk wanna sleep edi
good night...

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Daily dairy...

It had past 1 weeks after the holidays...
seriously it is nothing significant for me...
whole week only distribute papers and also discussion...
beside that
there was an annual cross country at youth park last thursday...
all the years i joined also at friday... but this year at thursday
so weird = =
i like cross country alot...
it is a good chance for us to sport...
if not...
we will only stay at the boring school...
i didnt get any position for the cross country...
but i came back on the estimated time...
and get a small blue card that only worth a mark for my coming co-curriculum mark...
it quite useless...
the cross country caused my leg muscle was abit cramp...
and my legs become metal...
it is a signal told me that i lack of SPORTS...
i should do more sports...
so i can be SLIMMER
now i was still fat...
and had a lot oil on my stomach and leg...
it's not nice while photo shooting...
and also i have double layer of chin...
one word for me... UGLY
but then...
i'm not really patient enough for sport...
and i lack of time for sport...
i did regular sport on saturday night...
but it is not enough for me to burn all the oil...
btw... i also wish i can grow taller and taller...
but im 19 edi...
is there a chance to grow taller??
i dunno too... but i WISH
i demand alot...
but what i do juz a pinch of salt...
how can i achieve it...
wondering...

back to reality life instead of dream life
exam is coming soon although exam juz ended last 3 weeks... haha
not only school exam...
but MUET exam too
24/4 3,4,5,10,11,12/5 17-28/5
all the day i stated is not a good days
it is a BAD BAD DAYS...
dont let exam affect my nice mood...
but it is getting nearer...
shoo...

the last...
why i self photo shoot so sucks??
how to improve??

*8 more months to STPM

Saturday, March 20, 2010

炎热中午下的我

可可
三个月没写了
想些但懒惰写
而且说实话
时间表的改变让我几乎窒息
所以不知道是懒惰还是没拿时间去写
不过这都是借口
而借口是胜利的头号敌人
说似简单,要执行可没那么容易
看穿了,我是会说不会做的人(哈哈)

今天是假期的最后的第二天
说实话整个假期对我来说有点多余
没什东西,只是做做koloqium
做做功课
好闷好无聊
整个假期几乎都在家
除了去补习和做koloqium的东西
如果要说特别的话
这个假期看了两位医生
花了快两百
一为皮肤科医生
二为牙医
我的脸上有块黑斑
跟着我熬过风风雨雨约有十年
为了避免让他继续熬下去
所以决定去看医生
consult才没有几分钟
+一只Made In France 的药
看了我一百一十五刀
几痛一下
接下来的更痛
我很怕牙医
可是我竟然去看牙医
而且是去洗牙
老实说,他的机器声音
是恐怖到一种极点
哈哈不过还是熬过了
有点拿钱找罪受
不久应该还要去医院了
距离前一次捐血有三个月了
是时候去捐血了
找看谁要去
可以一起去
哈哈

现在热到!@#$%^
好想大人
更想吹冷气
如果现在时间早一点
可能会窝在popular看书
吹吹冷气
太热了
beh tong 了
不写了
要去pom pom了
希望下一次写blog
不是两个月后了
哈哈

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

两首会哭得歌



这首比较有共鸣
我自己一听到就会要哭
不管那哪一个点
眼睛那儿突然水分很足

另一首可能没那么熟


这首歌没有MV
只好放Live版本
这首歌很适合拿来当毕业歌
很感动

这样的歌越来越少了
希望有更多这样的歌

Saturday, November 28, 2009

小故事 3

今天只有一则故事

今天要讲的是基本礼貌
也是要给LCH同学看的
不过我觉得它应该不会看
因为他智商太低了
应该会看不懂
故事如此

我们昨天去朋友家的趴地
一切依然安好
吃完后大家就有点兴奋了
不久后
赌性超强的朋友就开始赌局
我们先玩泰21点
过后有人想玩德州扑克
我就当发牌者
我们便在朋友房间玩
而有一堆在朋友房间在电脑前面玩游戏和看戏
而一个脑残的
为了表达兴奋而拼命拍打别人的桌子
拍了一会儿
我便叫他不要拍
一来是别人的桌子
二来制造噪音污染
没脑的他说不是我的桌子
叫我静静:!又脑没脑的差别在这里
过后
我就不离她了
再过30分钟
他又在拍桌子
别人先告诉他别拍
他并不理会
我便喊他叫他别拍
而且送他巴士的(B******)
并告诉他很吵
没脑的他不觉得自己有错
而且还觉得自己是对的
还说这里不是我的家
当他离开那间房间
过后再也没有吵乱的拍桌子声

这故事告诉我们
基本礼貌谁都要有
因为如果一点礼貌都没有
其实很讨人厌
不认自己的错误
更是无药可救
还有千万不要拍打桌子来表达快乐
因为桌子会坏和制造噪音
你大可以大声笑来表达
千万不要把自己的快乐建筑在别人的痛苦上
因为这是很自私的

Friday, November 27, 2009

小故事 2

今天也会有两则故事

第一则为准备
准备一词多数以褒义为中心点
准备的意思是事先计划、安排等
很多人会讲做好准备是成功的一半
这句话我也很认同
不过准备也有阴暗的一面
而大马的教育会启发这一面
我来举个例子

小明在学校品学兼优
学业、课外活动样样精
他也常在辩论时夺冠
某天,老师临时要他去参加一个机智比赛
而那个比赛并没有什么主题
这是他无法准备那个比赛
这使他非常焦虑
比赛时,他就铩羽而归
老师们都很好奇为何
小明不能凯旋而归
便翻查比赛题目
并发现题目都很简单
便问了小明为何发生此事
小明便回答
因为准备使他的习惯
所以一当没得准备时
他就会很焦虑
所以造成这次比赛铩羽而瑞

准备时成功的一个踏板
不过过分的依赖准备会带来无患的伤害
或许现阶段许多东西还能准备
不过没有人会知道即将发生的事
所以除了准备
有空还得去练练脑筋
要不然当没得准备
就会很慌张了

第二则是想好好才做

这个故事是要给LCH看
有些人从来不会用脑想
而且讲东西从来不会想
而且当不知道东西的来龙去脉是
静静会是一个比较好的选择
这个应该是智商比较低的都知道
现在为大家引入一个很好的例子

有一个人
人缘不是很好
因为是不是会夸大其说
某个夜晚
当我们在讨论过后的活动
讨论中他突然冒出一句令人发指的问题
而其他人已经解析给他听了
过了一会儿
他又冷冷冒出一样的问题
这时有些人已经脸黑黑的回应他了
并告诉他若不知来龙去脉最好是静静的
而且要讲话时请三思
过后大家就直接不理会他

若讲话没有三思的话
的确会惹人讨厌
而且是很讨厌的那种
被人讨厌后就别问为什么会这样
这是自己惹来了

小故事以分享完成
有空会再写
小故事 3